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Sum- InuYasha-  residing in nature’s infidelity can corrupt the soul once and a while can the cycle be broken or does it continue? Kagome/Kikyo Drama/one shot small yuri rated R.

 

 

 

If tomorrow never comes  by Adorkablebanana

 

 

 

 

 

She stood standing still on top of the cliff staring out into the empty black void called space. Alone starring off as if calling for the opening in dimensions , calling forward to come claim her again.

 

 

 

Often she visited the dry well , the once passage way to home and back again. The dry well’s desolated hole stopped bringing her home leaving her to remain here in the past to live with everyone but her family.

 

 

 

She climbed inside the well falling into the rabbit hole expecting for the familiar blue shimmer , awaiting for the transcending sensation to wave over her body.

 

It never came.

 

She laid curled on the cold rumble youkai carcasses infested ground her prune body coiled into the fetal she cried for what seemed to have been hours her pain inside and outside collided meshing into one ache she wanted to go home.

 

 

 

She wanted to see her mother’s face , her young brother’s , her grandfather’s , heck even Hojo and the trio. She missed them a lot she missed the technology the future world provided she missed it all. The choice to pick one world laid on the palm of her small hands it laid opened to her most desires.

 

 

 

The tama of chaotic souls laid waiting for her full and hardy ,pure and clean it laid waiting for the wish the final sole granting wish. The shikon wanted to cease it wanted out an escape as she does this very moment.

 

 

 

So she made the one selfless wish to seal her and the millions of other’s fate she closed her hole…for good.

 

 

 

She shut the door to the other side she clogged the passage home afar from this one biding her family farewell for good. No more school , no more motherly discussions between mother and daughter, no more fighting Souta, no more gossiping with the girls, no more diverting pressuring dates with the brunette, no more anything.

 

 

 

Home away 510 years is forever gone, she said goodbye.

 

 

 

She wept for the longest time her grief in suspended strain her permanent stay in the feudal era forsaking her family, goodbye isn’t good enough she didn’t say goodbye. It isn’t fair. Nothing is fair anymore. Maybe she’s crazy? Probably her sanity snapped its leash escaping her mental crevices fleeing to the light she hopelessly ran forth to.

 

~…~

 

Insanity is the answer…

 

~…~

 

"Kagome! Where are you?" a voice called his voice. "Are you alright?" he asked he leapt into the well fairly acknowledging her daily visits finding her here is always the final option. She remained silent her rolling tears plugged not wanting for him to find them, if he did she’ll never hear the end of it.

 

 

 

She nodded in response as he checked her sprained ankle which the landing caused, sweetly he undid his hair sash the one he wears nowadays no longer freeing the silver wild mane she grown to admire over the years. In equal silence he wrapped the sash round her swell ankle firming the loosen bone. "Why did you do it again?" he sounded angry her foolish daily antics finally earned her a wound.

 

 

 

She strayed away gold eyes slanting sternly , everyday he bellows ,everyday he harps day in and day out over her foolishness. He started again beginning the scowling she learned to adapt to. Then the face came. His heart clutching face melting into aching. She hated it she despised it the face he unveiled to her and only to her when disappointment ebbs.

 

~…~

 

Why must you suffer for her? Why must you choke for her, your woes and agonies?

 

~…~

 

She sighs pulling him into an embrace rearranging her features as happy and content another lie to enforce. "I’m okay my bracelet just fell I came to retrieve it today" she fibbed pasting a genuinely false smile tricking him she felt better nothing in the world differed.

 

 

 

He held her back intertwining long slender clawed fingers in her raven locks slipping silky strands through his fingers , he whispered his hot breaths tickling the shell of her ear "Don’t do it anymore Kagome".

 

" Fine InuYasha" she lied again becoming the master in fibs; she might as well string it all the way through she was a very good liar. He kissed her she kissed him back they seared each others lips in the bottom of the well gently pacing themselves, following the small code they learned while spending two full years under matrimony ; a peach is a peach a plum is a plum but a kiss ain’t no kiss without some tongue.

 

 

 

~…~

 

I’ll  give you my heart for as long as I can stand it.

 

~…~

 

 

 

*

 

Fourteen full days has passed her shackled bandaged foot has healed she walks about testing her foot’s capacity it’s sturdy enough to trot on ,she is happy no longer having her husband lugging her on her back for each action of the day. Bearing a burden on other’s backs is the least thing she desires to accomplish Kagome wants everyone happy.

 

Miroku approached her gifting her with bundles of treats Sango and him brought from other villages during their small journey servicing the villagers in holy duties. Seeing and hearing about the ex. miko’s depression rouse a soft ale surfacing their hearts seeing Kagome buried in un-decodable distress worries them. They attempt to cheer her up cheer the sad spirit in the wake again.

 

They join her on the fallen rotten seat providing trunk watching together the sunset the coming nightfall. Sango comforts her holding her to her warmth Miroku squeezes her shoulder mildly encouraging her to speak up "Kagome-san whatever is troubling you , you can tell us don’t be afraid" the houshi says concerned violet eyes gazing upon her glistening hazel hues windows to setting free her entrapped grief.

 

The slayer pulled her into her arms protecting her crescent fallen folly soothing her for as much as she and the monk can provide. Kagome cries on her shoulder , she cries for her, for the trouble she is provoking … for everything.

 

 

 

~…~

 

Why must thou weep for me? Why must one distress for the other? Mostly why for me?

 

~…~

 

"Everything will be fine don’t cry" she coos stroking the onyx curtain draping over her flushed face.

 

"Kagome-san we’re here for you through thick and thin like in the past" Miroku said leaning closer to see her _expression, she sobbed harder forcing the slayer to cry as well. The pain she indulged in infected her too , the inner demon Kagome fought hard against and was winning her mingled to her heart sneaking slyly through the penetrable cracks her heart missed to mend.

 

Sango cried in the recognition for Kohaku’s memory.

 

The younger slayer died when the jewel recombinant itself. Miroku was left to sweep the shattered pieces puzzling it back to a replica ,a phantom copy of her original heart.

 

~…~

 

The definition to reattach the souls to originality fails to enlighten us, me , you, I.

 

~…~

 

*

 

Once upon a time a priestess held the power to purify the most tyrant of youkai overthrowing them from their high horse, frying them to a crisp. Once upon a time a priest entrusted the Shikon no tama in the clean hands of a shrine maiden she accepted the duty honorably never protesting or questioning her entrustment. She graciously held her hex and pride in stride wearing the mask the world believed her true self.

 

 

 

"Lady Kikyo wow your amazing!"

 

 

 

"Priestess Kikyo you’ve done the impossible again!"

 

Praises to a mask, petty guises for her masquerade appeasing the public for her civic job. All meager meaningless drabble.

 

Once upon a time a hanyou stole the jewel rousing the village , an arrow pinned him to a tree he growled curses and obscenities. He unveiled the mask…

 

 

 

All too long ago , 50+ years to be accurate they sailed together hand in hand until he struck her then she struck him. Verse visa ;vice versa equal in the crime. He remained glued to a tree she died a painful lonely death spiteful thoughts and woes incinerated along with her. A younger sibling left to fend for herself a child, Kaede lived her remainder in sorrow her childhood tarnished to live lonesome and grieving. She gave up all fantasies all hopes to raise a family , fall in love, live free as a bird to undertake her womanhood in chastity.

 

 

 

~…~

 

Those who cry for the dead those who tear themselves limb by limb for a corpse died themselves.

 

~…~

 

 

 

Spring is quiet. The season blossomed beautiful flowers sprouting to life fluttering open the petals unfolding themselves the colors decorating the cold iced ground exchanging the gray for rainbows. Winter’s harsh attitude frosted the world today spring has sprung buzzing the busy bees pollinating other flowers.

 

She sat there beneath a rejuvenating tree reacting to the seasons changes morphing itself to life once again. Where life commenced she decayed. She leaned back on her opposite she is death , the tree is life.

 

She’s the winter’s chill frozen over.

 

Today she feels tired the floating energy flaunting about wore her death and life do not intermix. She found out the hard way, after the completion of  the jewel he made his decision. He chose her.

 

 

 

~…~

 

Did you forget the past? Did you bury me for good and skipped to her? Why me? Why me?

 

~…~

 

The hanyou picked her over herself he grounded his path taking Kagome with him by his side leaving her to reminiscent behind in the swallowing shadows. Duty fore filled , journey complete , jewel reattached ceasing to exist becoming a former folklore future generations will awe to hear. Everything enclosed there’s nothing left for her to wander the whole as the living dead anymore.

 

She sighs sorrowfully filling her surrounding patch of a corner with frost , she drops her head raven tresses curtaining her face letting the mask to slip off.  He left her…he left her to rot alone replacing her for a reflection she wouldn’t agree to join with. He left her after all the changes she transformed for chancing to gamble a miko’s life for a normal one.

 

She wanted it. She wanted normality unrequited normality. She pined for children to surround her children she could call her own. She desired a lover a faithful one to stick by her side for morning to dusk round the clock until the time ticks following to old age even in death they’d did adjoined.

 

Though none came true she spent her youth alone she might as well let bygone bygones. Sadly she stayed rooted to her seat  crystalline drops sprinkled down her cheeks. For this one time she’ll let her mask fall.

 

 

 

*

 

" Goodbye be safe" for once she sincerely bid him a worried filled farewell. He tapped his kiss against hers turning to leave saluting her his farewell following the departing houshi and exterminator.

 

Youkai infested lands called them to slay the vermin including to visit the doctor to prepare for the birth the slayer carried in her swelled womb. Kagome is left behind once again her health is at risk , Shippo a larger taller boy than when he was a kit agreed to keep her safe.

 

They disappeared into the distance.

 

She is left to sulk shooing the Kitsune away from the hut. He disobeyed her he plants himself next to her refusal written in his teal green eyes slanting as she fights one. "No and that’s final" he says roughly grounding his stance.

 

Kagome sighs returning to bed preferring the soft dark comfort to the bright forensic outside. Shippo asks her something she curtly cuts him off brushing the fox away grunting he grouchily stormed off planting himself in front of the hut. She lets him she didn’t care much for anything anymore to begin with.

 

Caring vanished to oblivious her heart froze beating on reptilian blood frigid and icy. Shutting her pink tinted eyes she doses to the swamping darkness even behind her lids she revisits. Her inner demons rising racing her mind ,visions the past scarred her mind branded her memories.

 

Escape is what she needs escape.

 

 

 

~…~

 

Belonging is necessary. Fitting in is important.

 

~…~

 

 

 

*

 

Days later she explored the familiar land revisiting the forbidden place the restricted area where so many scars developed. She came on her own her friends wondrous to her disappearance gone searching for her.

 

She scampered the grassed earth hair dancing behind her the wind breezing her unkempt mane she stopped halting her racing feet. That’s where she found her…she found the ghostly figure a collection reminding her the cause she remained here "Kikyo" she breathed.

 

Artic sullen eyes bore into her reincarnations empty ones she smirked then began laughing ,cackling like a mad woman her miseries put to waste. She found her rival supposed joy absent the readable book flopping open for her to study said everything. She laughed bitterly more dropping her readied arrow and bow to the ground.

 

Avenging her lost seemed pointless the idea ludicrous now, the pleasure in reaping her soul and life away all looked lame and idiotic.

 

"I could have sworn you lived a better life but… seeing the sadness engulfing you is too pitiful to even witness".

 

 

 

Kagome didn’t bother to retort her most hated enemy she instead agreed with her obvious observation she laughed bitterly herself "yes it is…this is why I envy you".

 

"Envy for what pray tell?"

 

"For having nothing to go back to. For being the shadow InuYasha looks for in my eyes".

 

 

 

~…~

 

Mirror , mirror on the wall tell me why I’m a reflection an image for despair?

 

~…~

 

 

 

 

 

The world paused its rotation it halted to a complete stop they studied one another each finding nothing but…equality nothing but the same. They stared at into the mirroring image they fixed themselves in each twin having the same problem only on reverse. Then they came to a conclusion…

 

"We need …"

 

"Escape" Kikyo said.

 

 

 

~…~

 

I hate you and you hate me, then why is it I can’t leave you? Can’t stop wanting you? Can’t end loving you?

 

~…~

 

They wrestled to the swaying ground ripping each other’s garments , tossing possessions elsewhere uncaringly. Engulfing ripe bosoms first she suckled hers then she pinched her perked tip nipping the pointed mound. Exchanging heated kisses covering every inch flesh stretched out to, they dueled for dominance fighting for the top position.

 

Kikyo won the battle but not the war.

 

Lusty eyes locked her hazed eyes she leaned forward capturing the girl’s swollen pink lips their tongues danced. Groping , patting , clutching , squeezing searching hands covered heated skin licks , nips kisses stamped their drenched female bodies. The younger girl inserted slender fingers into her parted damp center while Kikyo jerked in soft quickly pacing movement. She played with her clitoris climaxing the girl beneath her in the same manner.

 

Howling ones names fiery scorching friction between their soaked nubs they came the escape  they’re relentless sinful search found.

 

 

~…~

 

This is all I ever wanted , what you wanted what we wanted. This is why was created.

 

~…~

 

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End.